Joshua Ryan's Journey Cont....

Well Wednesday was a big day for us! It was Michael and I's 4th wedding anniversiary and we spent it at the hospital with our 2nd son who had heart surgery that day :( He is doing a little better every day, but still has a long way to come- if you want the details, msg me your email address and I will put you on my email update list- I just don't have the time nor the energy to write email updates and myspace updates! Sorry for all of those who only use myspace :(
Thursday was Thanksgiving and I am very Thankful for a lot of things, but it was still was a pretty sad day for me just because I wanted my son with us, instead of being stuck in a hosp. bed all by himself :( It made me really sad and hard to keep my focus on the family and loved one's that were around me. I just feel like I am not complete anymore without Joshua~ and I just feel empty when I am not around him :( WE just HOPE and PRAY that he will be with us for Christmas, or I don't know what I will do :(
I did go with my syblings to see "August Rush"- EXCELLENT MOVIE!!! I would see it 10 more times! :) I loved it so much!! I hadn't seen a movie in like 6 months, so I forgot how fun it was! Now I want to go everyday :) I think I will make Michael take me to see "Enchanted" for a late Anniversiary date, since we didn't get one on Wednesday!
Then yesterday was an interesting and fun day!! We had a nice dinner with some friends, and tried to play matchmaker- so far it seems to be working!!! :)
Speaking of Matchmaker- my sister Micah and I got into a conversation at the hosp. on Wed. about the T.V. sow the Bachelor- and she actually got to meet the guy in Austin and some of the girls from the show... Her good friend is best friends with this guy and apparently they have mutual ex-girlfriends! He said that 'Brad' aka 'The Bachelor' only did this show for publicity for his bar/resturant business... so there you go for all you Bachelor Fans- he was a fake and a phony and I think DeAnna does deserve better!!! :)
Today we spent most of the day at the hospital like everyday, but then tonight we put up my parents Christmas Tree and that was some family fun!
This will be Gavyn's 3rd Christmas and Emily & Joshua's 1st- werid huh? I am so excited about the holidays but I don't think I will be able to find time to get any shopping done- it is just too hard to get anything done when you are living at the hosp. Then again if he was home I don't think I would be getting out anyway :) Guess we will just have to celebrate it with an empty tree- that is ok though, becuase it isn't about that anyway, right?! I know I love the presents too! I am sure I will get some Christmas presents under the tree... :)
OK I better get some sleep tomorrow is church and then I have to super clean my house before Mike's family come into town on Tuesday! If anyone wants to take my 2 year old for a field trip on Monday, just let me know- I just have a small application you might have to fill out :)
Good Nite- Sweet Dreams!!